ready...set...GO!

i start a new semester tomorrow and what used to be excitment has turned to fear. i'm questioning my readiness. can i do this? tomorrow begins 12 weeks of being outside of my comfort zone. so man different people have put their confidence in me, and im not sure im up to the task. why do i let that happen. sometimes it gets to the point where i let my fear and self dobt completely paralyze me, fulfilling the thing i was so afraid of. if i were to just take a big breath and jump, id probably be fine. why do i let that happen? im so scared, and i feel so alone in it. everyone else seems so comfortable with their lot. oh god, be with me. its going to be a rough semester. i only pray that this fear causes me to work hard, not crawl into a hole and live in denial. who am i kidding? its time to grow up and live up to my potential. and the only way to do that is to take a risk and DARE TO FAIL. ugh, dare to fail....